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Monday, May 5, 2008

♥ Feeling Of Absolution & Completeness...... The Road Not Taken......

Well I woke up this morning feeling like "BLAH" and I still feel like that.... I dont know but sometimes I feel like nothings complete with me you know?? I ask myself all the time when do I know my life holds the meaning its supposed to have?? How do I know when I have lived it to the fullest and have no regrets?? How do I know that I will ever reach that point at all?? I mean am I kidding myself here?? Have you ever juss wanted to gaze into the future to see what you are doing at that point and time and see if that is what you want to be doing?? Do you ever think that when your life ends it wont be worth anything you thought it would amount to in the beggining?? I know I have at some point... Juss sitting there wondering about all the "if's" and knowing that I'll never have the chance to go back and find out.... Wondering about the road not taken.... You stand there still and speechless looking at what you assumed was one road and you realize its split in two.... Well which one do you take and even if that is the right one to take how do you know that the other road couldnt have been a bit better?? U never know right?? Who's to say what you can and cant do right?? U make your own decisions and choices but what if the ones you make are the ones that ultimately cause you pain and destruction?? Nobody is there to mend your broken heart or help you figure out how to stand up straight and walk down the other road?? Can you even regain your path?? We as humans are programmed to fuck everything up at one point or another but how do you prepare for what can be the biggest moment of your life?? They say "Live Long, Laugh Endlessly, and Die Hard" right?? Well dammit how do you do that?? Life seems like it'll never get better and when it eventually does it seems like it took you forever to get there.....How do you regain your strength when all your pride has been stripped from you?? These are the questions I ask myself everyday and cant come up with any answers to...... I mean are we ever supposed to answer these questions?? I dont know but I hope one day I get to find out.....

Im sure a few of you find yourself asking these questions at one point.... I dont know.... Talk to me and maybe we can find the answers together... Maybe thats what God intended.... Maybe thats Murphys Law you know?? Dont take the journey alone..... Take all the paths possible and dont regret the road not taken......

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